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"Lord, save me before I go crazy." - Ja Rule

 

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Do you ever feel like you're nearing insanity? I should note that I'm not referring to the asylum-type of insanity, no bad vibes to anyone who requires it though. However, that is not what I mean. I'm referring to the insanity that is defined as knowing what you should do but continuing to do the exact opposite. I'm very good at that. Good at picking something up and then setting it down after a day, a week, or a month. Exercise? Sure, I started January strong. It's February and I've been falling for the "I'll go again this week" lie that I continue to tell myself. Eventually, I pray that I'll catch onto this consistency thing. It's tough. It feels so good when you're getting used to a routine, but it's so easy to get thrown off and not even think twice about it. I can't allow myself to say that I want a healthy body, a slimmer figure, and a permanently erased double chin while I down a bag of cheddar jack cheez-its, kit-kats, and Twisted Taco. That is insane.